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    I was born in Neenah, Wisconsin on April 28th of 1981. My biological mother was 18 and already had one child, a son. He was one year old when I was born. She felt she couldn't take care of another child, so she put me up for adoption. A few months later I was adopted by the OKray family of Merrill, Wisconsin. I have a brother, Mike, who is almost 21..
     I grew up in Merrill with my family. I went to pre-school at Parkside and elementary at Jefferson. My best friend is, was, and always will be Michelle Gegner. She's the greatest. I've never had a friend that I could trust and confide in as much as her. When I was 7 we moved to Columbus, Georgia because my dad got a job at AFLAC. We lived in a house in Brittany 2 subdivision for a few years and then moved to Beaver Run when I was in 6th grade.
     I went to St. Anne's Catholic School in 2nd and 3rd grade, then to Matthews Elementary from 4th to 6th. I didn't like the way I was treated at either one, but my mom wouldn't transfer me again after Matthews.
     After elementary, I went to Fort Middle School. It was okay but could have been much better. Then I went to Hardaway High School. I hung out with the wrong crowd and got into some deep problems I didn't deserve to get in, so I left for Shaw (after 9th grade). It was alright, but still could have been better.
     For my Junior year, I transferred to Pacelli Catholic High School. It's much better, especially since we have Channel One News. I had a best friend named Celia and I figured we'd be closer there. I was going out with James Dye that year. He was was the nicest, most caring, loving guy I had ever met. I was so glad to be with him. We were together for 7 1/2 months. But at least I still had his friendship, and all our wonderful memories.
     I just graduated on May 29th, 1999. I am now a college student at Columbus State University. I was going to go to the University of Georgia but decided that I wanted to stay closer to home. Of course, the place I really want to go to is the University of Wisconsin in Madison. But alas, I cannot. So CSU it is! I worked at Target part time for a while, and was a secretary for my lawyer, but am now searching to find a new part time job that will fit my schedule.

     The main thing a person needs to know about me is that I am very religious, a major christian. I believe in Angels, my favorite book is the Bible. I love to read Scripture. And I love to discuss religion with other people. Also, even though I don't like Clinton, I would love to visit the White House one day. But it'll never be as good as Disney World!
     I'm writing a book called "Corsica," and also write Poetry (have had lots published through the National Library of Poetry). Oh yeah, and my pen name is Rebecca Heartly. I think that's important for you to know, because that's the only way you'll ever find my work! ;-)
     Anyway, I enjoy pretty much everything... like reading, writing, shopping, listening to music, talking on the phone, surving the net, etc. Anything enjoyable or worth doing... with a few exceptions of course! ;-) I collect Beanie Babies too!
     I LOVE football, especially the Green Bay Packers. I like Baseball (the Redstixx are from Columbus), Softball (Georgia Pride), Hockey (the Columbus Cottonmouths), and Basketball too. I like playing sports as much as watching them. But most of all, I love to watch my team play! You oughtta see mine and my brother's rooms! We're DIE HARD fans!
     I listen to pretty much every kind of music, including Classical and Rap. Jazz is okay... I like Kenny G. I enjoy listening to Delilah every night. I also watch VH1, MTV, and CMT, and listen to Rock 103, Sunny 100, Kissin' 99.3, and B101 to get my daily fill of music. I especially like the Backstreet Boys, N' Sync, and 98°. My favorite band is Bush, and I am a member of the Fan Club.My favorite song is "When You Say Nothing at All" by Alison Krauss.
     I watch lots of TV... usually NBC, ABC, or WGN. I like South Park (Also, check out South Park Greetings and the home of Mr. Hankey!), and Elmo. :-) My favorite soap opera is Sunset Beach. I also like teenage-based shows (Saved by the Bell, California Dreams, etc.) and family-based shows (7th Heaven, Dawson's Creek, etc.). My favorite movies are Grease, Cruel Intentions, The Devil's Advocate, Titanic, Armageddon, and 10 Things I Hate About You.
     I watch a lot of movies on Lifetime. They have some pretty good stuff, girl stuff of course. I LOVE Shakespeare... I also like to read V.C. Andrews. She's really good, my favorite author in fact. And who couldn't love Danielle Steel? I like some horror stories, mysteries, and a lot of romance! ;-)

Bitch
by: Meredith Brooks

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

Other stuff:

Baz Luhrman: Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '99: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been probed by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you can imagine. Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blind side you at 4 pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing every day that scares you. Sing. Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours. Floss. Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself. Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love letters.Throw away your old bank statements. Stretch. Don't feel guilty if you don't know what to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't know. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone. Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's. Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own. Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room. Read the directions, even if you don't follow them. Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel. Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And then you do you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respected their elders. Respect your elders. Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out. Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look like 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more that it's worth. But trust me on the sunscreen.

Eminem: My Name Is (Slim Shady)

CHORUS: repeat 2X
Hi! My name is.. (what?) My name is.. (who?)... My name is.. Slim Shady
Hi! My name is.. (huh?) My name is.. (what?)... My name is.. Slim Shady
Ahem.. excuse me! Can I have the attention of the class for one second?
Hi kids! Do you like violence? (Yeah yeah yeah!)
Wanna see me stick Nine Inch Nails through each one of my eyelids? (Uh-huh!)
Wanna copy me and do exactly like I did? (Yeah yeah!)
Try 'cid and get fucked up worse that my life is? (Huh?)
My brain's dead weight, I'm tryin to get my head straight
but I can't figure out which Spice Girl I want to impregnate (Ummmm..)
And Dr. Dre said, "Slim Shady you a basehead!""
Uh-uhhh! "So why's your face red? Man you wasted!""
Well since age twelve, I've felt like I'm someone else
Cause I hung my original self from the top bunk with a belt
Got pissed off and ripped Pamela Lee's tits off
And smacked her so hard I knocked her clothes backwards like Kris Kross
I smoke a fat pound of grass and fall on my ass
faster than a fat bitch who sat down too fast
C'mere slut! (Shady, wait a minute, that's my girl dog!)
I don't give a fuck, God sent me to piss the world off!
CHORUS
My English teacher wanted to have sex in junior high
The only problem was my English teacher was a guy
I smacked him in his face with an eraser, chased him with a stapler
and stapled his nuts to a stack of paper (Owwwwwwww!)
Walked in the strip club, had my jacket zipped up
Flashed the bartender, then stuck my dick in the tip cup (Wsssshhhhh...)
Extraterrestrial, killin pedestrians
Rapin lesbians while they screamin: "LET'S JUST BE FRIENDS!"
Ninety-nine percent of my life I was lied to
I just found out my mom does more dope than I do
I told her I'd grow up to be a famous rapper
Make a record about doin drugs and name it after her (Oh thank you!)
You know you blew up when the women rush your stands
and try to touch your hands like some screamin Usher fans (Aaahhhhhh!)
This guy at White Castle asked for my autograph (Dude, can I get your autograph?)
So I signed it: 'Dear Dave, thanks for the support, ASSHOLE!'
CHORUS
Stop the tape! This kid needs to be locked away! (Get him!)
Dr. Dre, don't just stand there, OPERATE!
I'm not ready to leave, it's too scary to die
I'll have to be carried inside the cemetery and buried alive
Am I comin or goin? I can barely decide
I just drank a fifth of vodka -- dare me to drive? (Go ahead)
All my life I was very deprived
I ain't had a woman in years, and my palms are too hairy to hide
Clothes ripped like the Incredible Hulk (hachhh-too)
I spit when I talk, I'll fuck anything that walks (C'mere)
When I was little I used to get so hungry I would throw fits
HOW YOU GONNA BREAST FEED ME MOM? (WAH!) YOU AIN'T GOT NO TITS! (WAH!)
I lay awake and strap myself in the bed
Put a bulletproof vest on and shoot myself in the head (BANG!)
I'm steamin mad (Arrrggghhh!) And by the way when you see my dad? (Yeah?)
Tell him that I slit his throat, in this dream I had
CHORUS

Les:	I'm going down to South Park, gonna have myself a time.
Stan and Kyle:	Friendly faces everywhere, humble folks without temptation.
Les:	'Going down to South Park, gonna leave my woes behind.
Cartman:	Ample parking day or night, people spouting howdy neighbor.
Les:	Heading on up to South Park, gonna see if I can't unwind.
Kenny:	I like women with big v**as, I'm also a fan of big, fat ts. I've got a 10 inch p*s. Use your mouth if you want to clean it.
Les:	So, come on down to South Park and meet some friends of mine.

South Park Theme

Bitch
by: Meredith Brooks

Other stuff:

Baz Luhrman: Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Eminem: My Name Is (Slim Shady)

Songs I have on Video

South Park Theme

Bitch by: Meredith Brooks

Other stuff:

Baz Luhrman: Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Eminem: My Name Is (Slim Shady)

Songs I have on Video

Bitch
by: Meredith Brooks